Do you hear the words that are coming out of my mouth?

WHY do people fake the funk?  WHY do they put on an act like they care or are interested in what you have to say?  WHY do they have to put on a show like they are the greatest of people and care so much about you when in actuality, they really don't give a damn about what you are going through?  WHY? WHY? WHY?

I guess I am just growing very annoyed by those who are self absorbed and don't really genuinely care about others like they claim to be.  They are in it all for themselves.  I know it... and they know it.

If someone really listens to what you have to say, then they would understand what you are going through and where you are coming from.  Smiling and nodding does not make you a great listener or someone that I would want to go and talk to.  When the conversation isn't about you, it would be nice if you make it a little less obvious that its going through one ear and straight out the other.  Its rude... and it is really wasting my time.  If what I say is just "blah, blah, blah" to you, then why do you even bother?  Oh yeah, thats right... you must be brushing up on your acting skills.  One thing is for sure... you got that "the world revolves around me" and "my shit doesn't stink" role down to a T.  You're so good at it... a natural, even.

Arghhhh... !

So... how does everyone like their morning coffee?  Black and bitter... or creamy and sweet?  I usually like mine creamy and sweet, but this morning's just black and bitter.

Mmmm... hmmm!

So I am sitting here contemplating what I should do next. And no, I am not referring to any projects that I may be working on or any deadlines that I need to hit. I'm talking about how i should react to someone during a certain situation.

Don't you hate it when you try to be nice and considerate of someone but they totally take advantage of it and are anything but considerate of your time and feelings. Makes you just want to grab them by the throat and twist it counter clockwise until the twisted flesh that holds the body and the head together is no thicker than a red vine licorice. I know that I sound pretty psycho right now and its sort of scary, but I'm glad that you are now somewhat acquainted to Cruella ThyVil!! :)

I'm trying to calm myself down with a nice glass of moscato and I think that I am enjoying it too much. My body is getting hot and my cheeks are burning up... but that could probably be from the blasting heater that I am too lazy to get up and turn down. HAHA!

As strange and ironic as this may seem, but I am really enjoying this. Wuahhahahaha... thats my evil laugh! Get used to it!