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It pisses me off, the fact that its the last day of the month already. The very last of 31 days this month and I didn't get anything done. Time flies too darn fast and each day, I realize that I still have nothing done. Where did all my motivation go? I wish I knew.

The weather is great but I don't feel like being outdoors. Strange?

Sleep is my new addiction. I fall asleep before 9pm at times. It feels great, but then I wake up realizing that time had been wasted... again.

Bored.

Yes. I am very bored and sick of my daily usuals. I need something more... something challenging... something exciting. I have no motivation for anything right now. Why? *shruggs* Wish I knew.

Don't really feel like dwelling too much. Just wanna start fresh and new... all over. Reincarnation sounds good.

BFFs

My best friends since 1999. We're growing up and slowly going our seperate ways... but the LOVE is still there. No matter the circumstances, we STILL find time for each other. 8 years and counting...

Changes

Strangely, I don't have much motivation to come online anymore. Actually, no motivation to come on KC. If it wasn't for keeping in touch with friends, I'd kiss this website goodbye. Okay I lied... I wouldn't leave exactly, but I probably wouldn't be on here religiously like how I am/was.

Before, the first and only thing I'd really do when I get home is hop online. Now, I just sit there staring at my laptop thinking, "I have no reason to go online right now". Even on the weekends... I'd rather sit there and do absolutely nothing. Hopefully this phase stays for a long long time. If not, just disregard this entry.

Great weekend... I got to spend time with friends AND family.. .the best of both worlds! Exactly a year prior to this past weekend, I was in Vegas/California... and that was when I finally got to see my Superman's pretty face. Its unfortunate that I didn't get to relive or spend the weekend with him... but I'm sure there's plenty more time in OUR future.

Long distance relationships suck... its hard. Whats great about it though is that it allows you to connect much more emotionally. Its draining us... but we know that in the end, everything is worth it. Each day I fall deeper... scary thought I tell yah!

The weather is looking great, but I still walk around with a jacket or sweatshirt. Yeah... no shorts or skirts yet... its still cold to me. I said it LOOKS great... not FEELS great... only sometimes.

I'm sitting at number 26 in the competition. Kinda freakin' crazy! My first goal was just to make it to top 50 so that I can proceed to the next round. With the love and support of many, I have surpassed that and am reaching for a new goal... top 10! I have about 11 or 12 days left to reach this. I must admit that I haven't done much in this competition but submit my pictures, write a short profile, and harass people to vote for me. The votes, support, and spread of words are my friends... whom I LOVE!

Yeah... I'm blessed with great people in my life. My family, friends... REAL friends that is.

as said...

so we took care of the Bride as we should as Bridesmaids...

then freakin' Grace had to steal Bride's thunder! (she looks pisst)

but its all good... she's all smiles kuz we love her!

:D

A few ODDs and ENDs...

Thanks Nack for taking pictures of Bride Nara and her Bridesmaids last week! We'll miss yah... MAYBE. :)

Here are THREE pictures I got around to today. I plan to add a few each day to this blog, so check back soon! (and no... this is not a ploy to get more hits. i've been saving those up for a cookie and all i got back was jack sh*t!)

My hair really IS getting long. No wonder they were checkin' it out! ;)

Anyone willing to be my POSING coach? :D I need HELP... badly!

KC... people never cease to surprise me after all these years.

Camp

All this talk about camp is sooooooooooo exciting! I can't wait! Kim seems to have a countdown... less than 10 weeks left. Its too bad that the other Seattle troopers can't make it out this year. Its not gonna be the same. I miss them already at the thought of it... haha... how lame!

I can't wait to see my kids! Chatting and reminiscing with Sab and Kim... so exciting!

:D

Advice

Practice what you preach. Karma knows no exception.

:)

Oh My...

The Fakes. The Puppets. The Idiots without a backbone.

Y'alls are too cute.

:)

WAKUG

First Annual Washington Khmer Unity Games. Good times... like my cool TShirts? Flag Football was FUN... but I enjoyed our mini soccer game later a little bit more. Oh... no matter what anyone says, I'm totally digging my head wrap AKA Vana's sleeve. :)

Behind The Scenes...

Behind the scene shots by Nara. I think they look cool! :)

(Non flattering/loose tube top was to help with the illusion of me looking naked... you'll see)

FINALLY...

FINALLY decided to join... a few months behind now...

Experimenting

DO I look like an alien to you? :D

LOL

Figures I'd be eating in almost every picture from the KhSA bonfire...

Mothers' Day Weekend

It was a beautiful weekend, indeed... just wish I would have spent more time with my family... especially my mommy. I feel so guilty. *sigh*

Horoscope

Sagittarius (Nov. 23 - Dec. 21)Be discriminating when it comes to the company you keep. Just because a person wants to be part of your life doesn't mean you have to say yes. Be civil and polite, but remember to go your own way if necessary.

Another interesting one, huh?

Song

I am really loving this song:

EQC on April 7th

We did it again last night. Conquered Emerald Queen Casino and seemed to take over the dance floor. Heng Bunleap was there and to be honest, he's not as attractive as I had remembered. Maybe I just had beer goggles (minus the beer) on that night. Took plenty of pictures of the dude, but they're not cute enough to be posted. My friends are cuter... ANY DAY!

Grace and I with some boys who lost some money! tsk tsk... :p

Bong Neang stole the show... he has more fans than Bunleap!

What? I HAD to, okay?

I SPY with my little eyes, SEVEN KCers!

My cousin and I... do we look alike? :D

Can't go a night without a GIRLS picture now!

My souljah ass partner in crime! :D

More Pictures!

This past weekend, Nara and Seung finally did their couples' photoshoot! After DimSum, I played makeup and Nack was my assistant. During the photoshoot, I was Nack's assistant (I guess). It was by far the most fun I had on a photoshoot, and I was on the other side of the camera this time.

I LOVE Nara and Seung... they're probably one of my favorite couples around. Honored to be a Bridesmaid actually... and I am still honored that they text/called me to ask me which hand the ring goes on. Lame, huh? But it makes me feel special! Oh... and I also got to pick them up from the airport after the proposal trip and I had to lie to them in order to surprise them for their mini congratulations party thingy. Its just a story to tell, okay? Give me a break! They're like my big bro and sis to me... always there for me to give me advice and guidance AND knock some sense into me from time to time. I am VERY thankful for friends like them. :D (and I am not sucking up just in case they read this... but they did treat Nack and I to dimsum last week... haha!)

Their sweet, sweet photos. I will leave out the captions since pictures speak a thousand words... don't need a few more from me! :D

AND BEFORE THE SHOOT...

Grace was still asleep when I got there... time to play!

I don't think she was too happy when she woke up! HAHA


My "babies" on the counter there...

Play time!

Ain't she purdy...?

AND OF COURSE... I HAD TO SNEAK A FEW SHOTS MYSELF!

I don't know what's up with my profile... LAME!


So hard not to crack a smile!

They were changing in the car! HAHA

LOL! Don't ask!


I was a great assistant... look at all the bags I had to carry! Backpack and all!