January 21, 2015

I will start blogging again... I think.

It's been SUCH a long time since I've made a public post on here.  Ahhhh!  I know that I have said many times before that I'll start blogging again for my own entertainment purposes, but it is a pretty hard task to stick to when you're suffering of self diagnosed A.D.D. like I am.  Oooh... pizza!

I think the only person who really misses my posts is myself.  But hey, no one else will appreciate your thoughts if you don't do so yourself.  Awwww, Thyda... I love you!

Am I going crazy?  Perhaps.  

Gawddamn I need an outlet... somewhere to ramble throughout this whole growing up process.  

Here we go again... maybe.

#PepTalk #SelfAssurance #TalkingToMyself #ImHungry


March 7, 2014

A Boy Stole My Heart...

I honestly don't remember the last time I actually posted something on this blog.  Life's gotten really busy and crazy.  My focus and my heart have been with this little Man for the past nearly 2 years  ... forever.



Isn't my Valentine this year such a stud muffin... like my OTHER Valentine, my Husband? o_O

I can't even begin to express how much I love being a Mom.  It really helps when your child is as awesome as mine!  (I know, I know... every Parent thinks that their child is the best thing known to man kind.  But really, mine is definitely the best thing known to ANY kind!! HAHA)

My Baby is growing up so fast!  I've continued to write privately since before my last post about 16 months ago (Yikes!), but they were mainly notes and scribbles that maybe only I would understand as they were for my own reference and pleasure.  Now that this little guy has grown up quite a bit and is more independent, maybe I will have the chance to brush it all up and share?  Another reason why I want to continue (or start again) blogging is because I realize that life is very unpredictable.  You can't plan everything out the way that you would like for it to be, not matter how hard you try.  If for any reason I am no longer able to express my feelings or share my thoughts with the world, or at least my loved ones, I would like for there to be something that they can refer to in order to see what my thoughts once were.  I especially would love for the most important people in my life to be able to go back and see how much I have and will always love them.  That is all.  :)

Oh... did I mention that it is 3:17am and I have to be up in about 2 hours to go to work?  Yeah... just thought I'd let you know that too.

Sweet dreams and... HAPPY FRIDAY!

There is a boy, who stole my heart.  He calls me Mom!

P.S.  How do I get the spammers in my comments (see previous posts) to go away? :(

October 10, 2012

Here we go...

I'm definitely going to go back and post the old posts that I have drafted before... when I have the time to, of course.

BUT... here is the beginning of my new blog dedicated to the most precious person to me in the world:

September 8, 2012

My Baby is a Tough Cookie!

This past week, my son was sick.  He threw up on Sunday afternoon and that later turned into a short fever, a cold, and a cough.  I must say that it was one of the toughest weeks for me to see him like that.  I can only imagine what is going through his young mind.  He had NO idea what was going on and to suddenly feel that icky?  My poor baby.  :(

He is getting a lot better though... still coughing here and there and has a slight runny nose, but that is nothing in comparison to what he was going through earlier this week.

I know that he will be sick many more times before he is old enough to understand what is really going on (even I don't really understand what is going on when I am sick) and I am just going to have to toughen it up and deal with it as it comes.  I wish that I didn't have to and that my baby would never get sick, but we all know that that's inevitable.  *sigh*

I know that I love my little man with all of my heart, but I learned that I love him so much more than I thought I could ever love.  Seeing that he was congested and wasn't able to blow his runny nose, I tried all that I can to help alleviate it.  Those bulb aspirators suck and I couldn't find the awesome snot sucker at any store.  I couldn't wait for it to be shipped to me, I had to help my baby right then and there.  Without any hesitation, I brought his little nose to my mouth and literally sucked the snot out of his nose with my mouth.  (I spit the snot out, by the way)  I never thought that I would ever do this for anyone, but for my baby, I would.  AND I would do it over and over again until he feels better.  He hates me for doing so, but that's okay... as long as he felt better.  Now THAT is true love, my friends.  When I said that I'd do anything for my baby, I really meant it.

On another note, check out the video of my baby trying to sit at 4 months:



I know that he didn't actually sit up all by himself since I propped him there in that position and he isn't exactly sitting up straight, but I am still damn proud of my baby for sitting there by himself for quite a long time before falling over. He's been trying to push himself up for the past 1.5 months but we always felt that he was too young to try to make him sit, even if he really wanted to. Lately, I've given in to his sweet face and his ongoing efforts of trying to sit so I've been helping him sit up. This morning, he actually stayed sitting without falling over for awhile. He was slouching so his posture needs some work, but still... I AM SO PROUD OF MY BABY!!!

The video is pretty long but I posted it before I had time to edit it (I was too excited)  Just fast forward to 3 minutes. It starts getting more exciting shortly after that. LOL