July 14, 2009

Counting Down..

I finally have a few minutes to do a really quick update. Finally.

As many of you may already know, my wedding ceremony will be starting in only 3 days. Heck... less than three days. I still have a whole lot of things to take care of. For the past week, I haven't been getting very much rest. I can't seem to fall asleep with the wedding on my mind. I honestly didn't think that I would panic like this... but wedding planning is not really meant for procrastinators like myself. These past couple months, I have learned to no longer procrastinate (wait... what the heck am I still doing blogging when I still have a million things to do?).

This past weekend was my friends' Teri and Narith's wedding. I was honored to be part of the wedding as a friend, a makeup artist, a venting outlet for the Bride, and an observer. You learn more about people during times of stress by seeing how they handle certain situations. Luckily for me, I have learned to admire both Teri and Narith much more. I admit... Teri and I never really hung out on a regular basis, but I am glad that she and I are able to come together and share some of our most personal thoughts and feelings with one another. Best of all, I learned a lot from her! I am trying my best to be as calm and cool as I can... because thats exactly how she was.

I am trying to be a more organized individual and trying my best to learn how to not let ANYTHING slip through the cracks. Holy sh*t... is this what it means to grow? I don't know. We'll see.

The wedding itself was BEAUTIFUL! As expected, I cried many times. Such a sweet couple... Narith even surprised Teri and sang a song to her at the reception... she was SHOCKED! He sang, "Everytime I Close My Eyes"... I used to always think that'd be my wedding song. Its still perfect... love that song! I really wish that I was walking down an aisle... like have a western ceremony. Ahhh... maybe next lifetime. And when I do walk down the aisle, the song, "From This Moment" will play as I do. It would be PERFECT. I'm starting to get teary eyed imagining it... knowing that it won't happen. Oh well!

So... I have to get back to my million things on my to do list. Wish me luck on my wedding day... send me happy thoughts. Thank goodness for lots of friends and family who were here for me through it all. Love you guys!

1 comment:

  1. It's sad I won't get to witness your happy nuptials, but I'm there in spirit. So raise your shot glass for me and take that shot of henny ... congrats to you and Sam.

    Don't get nervous and like fart or something, just relax.

    - Michael